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Leaning Into a Slothful Happy New Year?

12/31/2014

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A few of the cultural ideas I have absorbed about work/time/life include that work happens at particular times in particular amounts and that a given amount of time spent working, or amount of work produced, is acceptable and another is not. Both reduce to the Deadly Sin of Sloth. (I’ll leave the other Deadlys out of this discussion.) Keep that nose to the grindstone and all that.

Enforced sloth for over a week now has me questioning both “work-life balance” (what??) and William Blake’s great question, “Enough! or Too Much” *.
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As I observe the flow of my energy I’m aware of the relative nature of time. Absorbed in painting, removing a wall or cleaning a newly discovered bird skull I take no notice of clock time. I’m engaged until I’ve had enough — minutes or hours, it makes no difference. I’ve simply arrived at an endpoint to that activity for the moment whether it is finished or not. If I feel tired it’s a pleasant weariness like a deep sigh or the release of a primal breath, markedly different than the wrung-out exhaustion of forging ahead at all costs.


I have a luxury that my commuter neighbors and friends do not. I can work, wake, sleep, eat, do laundry and walk in the woods as I please. Why, then, do I feel I must get to work by a certain time, work a certain number of hours (at least) and accomplish X number of things to feel productive, a Fine Upstanding Member of Society? Do I feel guilty that I can come and go as I please and they can’t? Is this some perverse form of empathy, to push on just a little further. 


I’m thinking of conducting an experiment as I enter 2015. I will follow my energy, waking, working, eating and sleeping when I feel called to. I will listen more carefully to Yin and let Yang follow instead of engaging in my deeply rutted habit of pushing no matter what. (Tired? Push on a little further.) Why not stop, rest and refresh a bit instead?
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Pushing without listening — to my body, my creative ideas, little pop-up thoughts (I feel like calling so-and-so) evolve to become muscle tension, headaches, grumpiness and a lack of interest or enthusiasm about most anything. Is it possible to exert effort without expense? A friend asks, “Would you rather use a rowboat or a sailboat to get where you want to go?”


Listening in to myself does not come easily, and as I lean in to this experiment I notice little fears bubbling up. What if I never accomplish another thing? What if I become a bag lady? What if, what if, what if.... Probing beneath those I find other little treasures about how my worth as a person is measured: by Doing or by Being? It’s uncomfortable in there. No wonder I’d rather stay busy earning external affirmations of my value!
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January’s cold is the perfect time to undertake this experiment. The trees’ skeletons surround me as visual reminders of Being without Trying as they respond to wind and weather with unadorned clarity. They grow, leaf out, shed branches, drop leaves, provide habitat and die, each in their own time with no extraneous internal noise of ego or self-criticism. Sycamore, oak, cherry, walnut, and beech — no one tells the other how and when to grow. They don’t even have metrics.

Let’s see how this experiment goes. Let’s see if, as Brené Brown asks, I can let go of exhaustion as a status symbol and productivity as the measure of my worth. Let’s see if I can fearlessly flow through my days.
*from The Marriage of Heaven and Hell, William Blake
1/3/15 post script - I just read a post on hibernation by ANDRÉANA E. LEFTON that says in a very elegant way some of what I've attempted to express above. You can read it here: http://bit.ly/1DfVrUx
May your new year be all that you wish

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and may it include some of your heart’s desires.

PS. On a less philosophical note, over the next few months I will be undertaking the 3rd of 5 major studio renovation projects that have been in the dreaming phase for many years. Wish me luck staying connected with my inner listening while I roll up my sleeves and pick up pry-bars, hammers and buckets of joint compound. Some naps may be required.
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June 2015 - Near Graver's Lane

12/15/2014

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There is a place near my home that is adjacent to the woods. It's one of my favorite spots from which to view the sunset any time of the year. 

There's a big Larch tree standing at the top edge of a long, sloping field, and when it drops it's needles it looks like a drawing in mid-air of an arrow pointing up.
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March 2015 - Wild Thing

12/8/2014

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The whole painting Wild Thing is horizontal and several times wider than the detail shown in the calendar. I had a blast painting it: some vivid color to light up a particularly gray day.
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Sara Steele limited edition prints at Mt. Airy Read & Eat

11/6/2014

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Limited edition prints
Hanging prints at Read & Eat.
I am exhibiting a selection of framed prints at Mt. Airy Read & Eat, a wonderful used bookstore/cafe which opened on Germantown Avenue a few months ago. The prints will be on display through the end of December.

My limited edition prints are created with Profiles Atelier in Chestnut Hill. They are signed and numbered in editions limited to no more than 175.
They are printed on Innova Cold Press fine art paper which is both acid and lignin free. The archival quality pigmented inks used are rated up to 200 years lightfastness.

Click here to see limited edition prints for sale.

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POST Studio Tours Sat. & Sun., Oct. 11 - 12, 2014

10/7/2014

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I'm busy getting ready for POST Studios this weekend. Selecting work with Anne, re-fitting, matting, loading the car and hanging with the help of terrific art handler Judd, and a long list of of assorted prep tasks. 

I have eight originals hanging in the exhibit at Mt. Airy Art Garage just off Germantown Ave. (If you're walking, turn west onto Mt. Airy when you spot my mural on the corner.) I'll also have some matted, unframed originals, and of course, 2015 calendars.

The POST exhibit at MAAG will stay up through the end of October.
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I hope to see you there!

Mt. Airy Art Garage
11 West Mt Airy Avenue
Philadelphia, PA 19119

Wed. & Fri. - 12 to 7 p.m.
Thurs. & Sat. - 12 to 6 p.m.
Sun. - 12 - 5 p.m.
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